i woke up early today because it would be the last day (for a month and a half) that was not my own. it is common knowledge i believe that i have a hard time giving my time to anyone. i begin to resent the time taker immediately and then fall into a depression masked my a heavy coat of defiance. this little place on the internet has been neglected for a while. but i will begin regular updates after this day that is not mine is over. because tomorrow, tomorrow is mine.