i should do the safe thing. my best bet. these are just the voices of other peoples lives. an advertising major asked me what i would do with a degree in fine art and i replied 'go to yale' and i want to go there. i want a sort of education and happiness in my life that may make me stressed, miserable and in need of horse tranquilizers but its worth it. i asked the advertising major what she would do with her degree besides convince people to buy things they do not need. she slid her thumb across her four fingers. money. i have never had it so why start now? i have decided to get my first mfa in creative writing. i made it my third minor and in creative writing i have a voice. it may not be good considering i just discovered my lungs. my tar filled lungs. i am thinking sarah lawrence. i like the atmosphere there. i am still researching i just do not want to go to another state school. and oh how i am sick of being surrounded by fashion majors who look a me strangely. but really its not my fault they can not afford alexander wang and have to settle for jeffery cambpell. or whatever.