i went to the charelston and roebling tea room with my favorite girls tonight. i came home only a little bit drunk and painted nothing. not the word nothing. just nothing. i looked at a wall and painted. this took me 10 minutes. i did not have any cigarettes tonight. i will not lie to you world. i wanted cigarettes tonight. i also wanted to paint some sort of thing. but none of this happened. i will also tell you that by world i do not mean world. only the world that consists between reader and writer of this blog.