25.7.09

Its rained so much this summer that I think I like the rain.
I don’t know if this is the truth
Or something that happens to your insides when you are used to feeling
damp and moldy
Or forgetting what it feels like to be happy
Or not even knowing if you are happy

Sometimes I think I am only happy in the future,
When I am thinking about the past
Years from now I will think of my life as wonderful
Its what I do all the time
I haven’t had a bad year since I can remember
The only bad years days or months for me are the ones i am currently in.
but..
yesterday wasnt so bad
last week was good too

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