29.1.09

it was easier to forget
about it
it was not relevant. i took the robot pills. so now i can listen to songs about things we are supposed to feel and think about voices and instruments instead.
if i knew what this was i would be happy.
i said fuck you to the start of the day. by hitting the snooze button for many minutes. i got up and put my knots into a braid. i put a hat on. and ignored the smell of cigarettes. i ignored the cold walk to the subway. i ignored the living breathing creatures sitting next to me. i know i understand all of you. i would just rather not go into it.

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