making out by the yale bookstore

i am going to denver with alison in a month! i am happy about this because i never leave new york. its a long overdue trip to visit some of my favorite people.

ive been sick for days, my lungs hurt. i remember sleep not coming to me one morning and i had been up all night, too many uppers. i was smoking a cigarette looking outside at yoga mamas with their strollers thinking they have better livers then i do.